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  • discipline

    December 17, 2019 by

    This is the most important thing for me to control right now. Do sacrifice short-term for long term gains.

  • Becomming a good student

    December 17, 2019 by

    The main aspect of being a student is PUTTING in the TIME. It’s all about putting in the information into the subconscious mind so you can slowly dissolve it into its minerals. You need to always be putting shit in. It depends on the material, but this is a very good analogy. Maybe you have… Read more

  • I am an infinite being

    December 16, 2019 by

    I am a being, capable of absorbing information. Dissecting it. Imagine information is a light being shot at me, no matter how much light you throw at me. I can control it. I can manage it. I can be anything I want to be. But also I am a ego, I am living in a… Read more

  • How to abosrb information

    December 16, 2019 by

    In order to absorb information, it is all about letting go. Let go of your intention to do whatever, to finish this assignment. To whatever. It’s all about just reading, going slowly. Letting your mind translate this information into internal stimuli. studying is about surrendering and accepting the moment. Sometimes it’s dark. Very dark. Don’t… Read more

  • taking breaks.

    December 14, 2019 by

    So taking breaks, take some time to do another task. Set a specific video you want to watch. And put it onto your to watch list. Then once its over, your break timer is off. Go clean your room, clean some part Go play piano go yeah. So what we need to do is set… Read more

  • how to use energy???

    December 14, 2019 by

    just use it??????? Yeah. Develop love for yourself. Ok, so the way i’m going to transmit my love onto the world is through working really hard and developing myself.

  • Love

    December 14, 2019 by

    They way love looks like to me is learning, developing myself. By doing so, I can do a lot more. Learning the right skills. That’s what love looks like. Doing what you love. That is what love of humanity looks like. What would make me happy????????? Well, having a girlfriend who wants to have sex… Read more

  • How do I want to spread my love?

    December 14, 2019 by

    I must be patient, work and learn. I need to learn a lot. What are my talents? Ok, my talents are my way of thinking is a little bit different than normal people. The way I can learn, and process information lately has been quite different. So I truly believe that my analysis is what… Read more

  • Is fapping good?

    December 13, 2019 by

    So from what I remember, fapping was good. For generating energy, and shit like that. If you want to be a effective mother fucker. Stop fapping, sure you’ll lose a lot of pleasure. In the short-term, but in the long term. You are going to be an effective mother fucker. No-fap doesn’t make you more… Read more

  • never give up.

    December 13, 2019 by

    I’m going to die before I give up. This is how i’m going to die. I’ve already said it, if I don’t make it. I will die. I’m not trying hard enough right now. I’ve got to try so hard that I have a mental breakdown. What matters is not how much money you have,… Read more

  • ok

    December 12, 2019 by

    so what is it that I truley desire here? I want to die. sorta. Not really, I just want to escape from the pain. And that is the only way I can see that I would forget about everything. But the pain can be escaped, here and now. Killing yourself is so much. Maybe too… Read more

  • Let go and be yourself

    December 11, 2019 by

    So becomming a failure is kinda a hard thing to do. You’d have to face so many fears. Not only in your imagination, but in reality. You’d have to live your biggest fears. And stay there, don’t let the fear motivate you. You’d have to be very enlightened to become the greatest failure of all… Read more

  • Concentration part 1

    December 11, 2019 by

    How to increase concentration? 1.want to do what your doing. 2. Have a reason to doing it. Something you’d gain, something to lose 3.forget about it once you are in momentum. 4. idk further contemplation required

  • stop resistance.

    December 11, 2019 by

    Hi. So I have an idea. Do it without thinking, just do it. Simple as that. That is all my life will be about. Just doing it. Fuck thinking, just do it. If I know what to do, go do it. NO need to think about it How do I go about thinking about this?… Read more

  • unconscious effect

    December 9, 2019 by

    Almost everything we do comes from here. Stop believing that you are what your conscious mind says The ideas that pop up in your head are from your unconscious. Whether you can solve a problem or not is unconscious. NOT CONSCIOUS

  • negative thoughts

    December 9, 2019 by

    even though I worked on this for a while, it still exists. It exists. in different forms, in perception, in for example being alone. I am thinking thoughts that hurt me without saying anything. I just feel some feelings because of a perception, because I see a fear.

  • I am not perfection

    December 8, 2019 by

    I make mistakes, my perception is llimited. I can’t fly I can’t dive I can’t. But I can.! and I will! do not worry my fellows. for it is me, I am unperfect. That is beautiful.

  • focus

    December 8, 2019 by

    focus attention, straight at it. Don’t blink, you’ll forget don’t blink, you’ll forget. Content, flows in like a river, no restrictions. No doubts. No worries, no time for that. a calm focus, no worries. No worries, No worries, No worries. That’s why we like flow, we don’t like friction. We don’t like to know that… Read more

  • curing depression

    December 8, 2019 by

    dispair fills my heart when I think about doing homework. this void, in my heart. I peer into it, letting it flow through my body. but it goes deeper, there’s a blackhole in the void. let it suck you in deeper. give up all things. Give it all up. There’s no turning back, we’ve gone… Read more

  • Tooday, is the day.

    December 8, 2019 by

    hi. My name is parry. and I am going to create my world. the peak of innovation. There I am. here to discover, and create beauty. To spread love. nobody will stop me. Nobody. how will I do it?? How will I make it out there. You shouldn’t care. Just focus on what is in… Read more

  • What’s my plan?

    October 14, 2019 by

    I need to put consistent work into my project. I believe motivation will be there. I want to spend a bit of time every single day. Working on it. As I said, I’m going to do well in both school and make time to work on projects. I can do it.

  • My next product

    October 14, 2019 by

    So, I want to make a pomodoro timer + pencil case + maybe a portable lamp. All combined into one. I know it sounds kinda weird, but I believe it’ll work The pomodoro timer will evolve. So, basically we know when we’ve done 10000 hours of work. It will provide a short term reward for… Read more

  • What do I want?

    October 8, 2019 by

    As a child, I was inspired by people like einstein, edison. What they’ve accomplished was so transformative onto society. They entered into their own little world. Like, it’s just inspiring. I can’t explain it in words This is what I should be aiming for. School, doesn’t provide the environment for these people to grow in.… Read more

  • Computer science

    October 6, 2019 by

    If you think about it, a computer is just a machine that uses 1’s and 0’s.What makes it so remarkable is the speed at which it works. This is probably humanities biggest invention ever. To create such a complex machine. Little pulses of electricity allow us to stimulate the fucking universe, to communicate across space… Read more

  • Change your brain

    September 28, 2019 by

    How do you adapt your brain? I choose to believe that yes you can change the structure of your brain. It’s not something your just born with. How? Struggle. Suffer. Hit the plateau. You’ll feel like you don’t know what to do here. Stay in that plateau. Your brain will see the problem, you aren’t… Read more

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Hello, my name is Parry and i’m currently a third year physics student who is about a year behind in my studies.

What is this blog about?

What I hope to do in this blog is document my journey towards being a physicist. Right now I’m nowhere headed towards that path. I’ve been performing bad academically and hope to turn it all around.

I hope with this blog I can address these issues, and eventually help expand humanities knowledge of the universe, inspire others to follow their dreams, increase peoples curiosity about basic things within this world, and help myself achieve the life I want.

What’s the life I want?

I want to move between different states of consciousness, and have the absolute freedom to use these states of consciousness to explore different facets of reality. Whatever catches my interests.

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